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The
heat stayed in the air at night and everything felt uncomfortable.
Any breeze simply pushed the hot air around the city. The
longest day of the year had passed months before anyone knew
that that was what it was. But days stay long even without
sunlight. After the street lamps had extinguished for the
night, Lawrence climbed over the park fence. He laid on his
back on the paving stones in the park. Perspiration still
crept over his body and tasted salty on his lips. Sweet kisses
would have to wait for later.
Georgia and John came down the path. She laid out next to
Lawrence. Her short hair formed a neat cushion beneath her
head. It used to fan out around her head as a halo, but that
was before she had had it cropped as a victim to the heat.
They stared up at the night sky, a sickly orange color from
the city lights. The darkest spaces had fallen to earth. John
passed around a bottle of wine. A swallow made Lawrence feel
flush and he wiped the sweating bottle across his forehead.
John brought the alcohol for these nightly rendezvous. Plans
were made and forgotten, dreams spoken aloud and regretted.
Georgia had enjoyed being one of the boys that summer. Lawrence
just tried to stay cool.
"We could stay here all night. No one would notice. We
could watch the sunrise--it happens early still too,"
Georgia said. "Next week it will be too late. The weather
is turning. You can see it in the leaves already."
John answered: "No, I think I'll go. Nature has its limits."
"And sleep in that hot room of yours with no fan? It
won't be like this next week--everything will change."
John wanted his bed, but he did not want to leave Lawrence
and Georgia. He knew that three was a crowd and had kept it
that way on purpose. "Lawrence, you make the decision."
He was quiet a moment and spoke, "Not to be on anyone's
side, but I don't feel like moving."
John gave in and laid out on the stones next to Lawrence as
well. He took a swallow from the bottle. It never made him
feel flush, just drunk. The silent stalemate lasted until
everyone fell asleep. No one really had to say anything this
evening--it had all been said before. Insects chirped and
a car door occasionally slammed.
When Georgia woke early the light was rising. She stretched
and watched the long shadows move correspondingly. She knew
the summer was fading away. In a few weeks everyone would
be behind locked doors and locked windows well into the next
year. She would probably let her hair grow out again. The
morning air felt cooler and she moved closer to the still
sleeping Lawrence to whisper in his ear. The weather felt
more comfortable now.
The Clientele have released A Fading Summer ep. Lyrics
lean towards images of walks in rain damp leaves, and that
is where the summer goes.
| Matthew
Patrick, July 2000 |
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