Would you like to see the doctor's daughter's horse?, she asked. And with that, the two were off to Bassingham. Jenny had told him marvelous stories about the village. She told him about the doctor's daughter who refused to go to university without her horse. She told him about the dangers of the town's one bus stop. In a village of four hundred, with one shop, in Lincolnshire, these were the scandals of the day. Kate took him back to her parents' house in Bassingham. The entire trip there, she refuted all of Jenny's stories. Jenny is making a bigger deal of it than it is, Kate said. It really is just a boring village, she said. And Kate would know since she had lived in Bassingham nearly all of her life. Until, that is, she gave up the village life for a world of books and university in Cambridge. He was visiting Kate and Jenny there before moving down to London for the fall. He took in the sights; he forgot to use his camera.

The village had published a map for a historical walking tour through Bassingham. Kate's house was on the map for passersby to stand outside and admire. But, tourists rarely came through Bassingham. Except him, and he had come with native Kate. They had planned to walk on the village tour in the morning. Time being as it is, passing too quickly, it was the afternoon before they set off. He passed the morning sitting at the kitchen table looking out at the garden. Kate passed the morning in bed, asleep.

The sky had turned grey by the time the two had set off. He and Kate first went to the church, left behind from centuries before. Later he could not recall whether it were gothic, norman, or romanesque; it was old and older than he would ever be, he knew that much. Kate led him behind the apse to the brambles that had grown between the forgotten headstones. From there she showed him the river. Once she had been in a boat on the river and was attacked by a swan. That day they were safe because they did not see any swans. He took his camera out to take a photograph to help him remember it all, but rain began to fall. He and Kate stood under the porch of the church; the church can provide shelter in a variety of ways. And the rain stopped, though the sky continued on as grey.

She took him down the lane, to the one bus stop. That is where the youth of Bassingham gather at night, carving graffiti in the wood of the seat, swearing at passersby who know their mothers. Tough village thugs, inept as they were crooked. They were bored, with the village and small town life. Kate showed him some of the carvings. Months later he would hear in a song the line "on a bus stop in the town, we rule the school, written for anyone to read and to see". He is certain that had also been carved at Bassingham; that line continues to remind him of the village. This was months before he heard Tigermilk. That afternoon Kate asked him if he had heard Belle and Sebastian. He told her he had their second album and singles back at her house in Cambridge. Upon their return from Bassingham, they planned to listen, but they forgot. The night before he moved to London, Kate mentioned her Field Mice, Blueboy, and Pastels records. Odd they had been friends for nearly a year and never before realized they listened to the same bands. They had only talked of books and common friends. Upon their return to the house that evening, again they planned to listen, but again they forgot.

Past a housing development built over Roman ruins, between a fence and a grey barn, Kate took him to see the doctor's daughter's horse. She told him to look over the hedge, but even on his tiptoes he could not see the horse. Kate looked herself, and on her tiptoes she too could not see the doctor's daughter's horse. Perhaps she is out riding him in the fields, I offered. It isn't really very interesting anyway, she said, but for some reason Jenny finds the horse hilarious. Kate continued, Jenny is amused because she has never had to live here. He told her that he would not mind living there himself, but he did not think he would stay for a horse. No, I wouldn't either, Kate said. In the evening they returned on the train back to Cambridge.

The Doctor's Daughter's Horse revisited in 2001.


Matthew Patrick, October 1998

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